Rumors of my death...
Heh. While none of those are circulating around as of yet, hopefully this will nip any in the bud. Yes, I am alive and at least doing somewhat better. But, for my own health reasons, I have withdrawn from all my classes this semester. So it puts me behind agian. So fucking what. I'll get my money back, I'll relax all summer, I'll get my enviroment CLEAN and defunktified, and I'll get my condition under control.
After all the stress of desiding whether or not to drop classes, I find now that I have I am looking forward to a summer of not having to worry about them. Maybe if I had been like a normal student and taken summers off all this time, I would be in better shape today. Stress can kill you, even when you are on happy little blue and white pills. But now, I have all summer, till mid August, to deal with my life. I plan to go see my grandparents and aunt and uncle, as well as spend allot of time with friends. Two of my closest just moved into a new house over the weekend, and I really am looking forward to seeing it for the first time, and helping them work on it when I can. Another friend is moving into town for school this fall, and I'm hoping her new proximity will make us better friends than we have been. Having female company is nice. Another thing I find myself looking forward to is spending allot more time with Rampway than I have been able to in the last semesters. Buck all but took over my job for a time being, and now its time for the L33t Technical Director to take back her mantle and throne, and claim what is rightfully hers once more.
Right now, I have only a few real things to worry about, and all of those are well... just sort of there. I have a doc appointment with Atwater tomorrow, to deal with all my new symptoms, and hopefully get things under control sooner, or send me to a doc who can deal with me in an efficent manner. I know I already have one round of alergy testing due up in late July, which I am not looking forward to, but hey, who the hell cares, its not like its the first time Ive ever had one done. The other worry, which really isnt, is trying to get back the other 22% of my tuition for this semester. I've got the paperwork already, I just need to fill it out and write up the "Personal Statement" (read: my sob story) and get one or more of my docs to back it up with some proof (ie, get my shrink and ent to say yes, stress makes asthma worse, and we dont know what caused hers yet, so lay the fuck off).
So today I'm going to spend working on the DAOC: OOTC website, as well as some other little projects, and start brainstorming new layouts for Rampway. With our new logo, the site needs an updated look to match. And I hope to be putting more time into this site, and coming up with some new things to add to here, as well as possibly bringing back some old things. Any ideas, loyal readers?
Heh. While none of those are circulating around as of yet, hopefully this will nip any in the bud. Yes, I am alive and at least doing somewhat better. But, for my own health reasons, I have withdrawn from all my classes this semester. So it puts me behind agian. So fucking what. I'll get my money back, I'll relax all summer, I'll get my enviroment CLEAN and defunktified, and I'll get my condition under control.
After all the stress of desiding whether or not to drop classes, I find now that I have I am looking forward to a summer of not having to worry about them. Maybe if I had been like a normal student and taken summers off all this time, I would be in better shape today. Stress can kill you, even when you are on happy little blue and white pills. But now, I have all summer, till mid August, to deal with my life. I plan to go see my grandparents and aunt and uncle, as well as spend allot of time with friends. Two of my closest just moved into a new house over the weekend, and I really am looking forward to seeing it for the first time, and helping them work on it when I can. Another friend is moving into town for school this fall, and I'm hoping her new proximity will make us better friends than we have been. Having female company is nice. Another thing I find myself looking forward to is spending allot more time with Rampway than I have been able to in the last semesters. Buck all but took over my job for a time being, and now its time for the L33t Technical Director to take back her mantle and throne, and claim what is rightfully hers once more.
Right now, I have only a few real things to worry about, and all of those are well... just sort of there. I have a doc appointment with Atwater tomorrow, to deal with all my new symptoms, and hopefully get things under control sooner, or send me to a doc who can deal with me in an efficent manner. I know I already have one round of alergy testing due up in late July, which I am not looking forward to, but hey, who the hell cares, its not like its the first time Ive ever had one done. The other worry, which really isnt, is trying to get back the other 22% of my tuition for this semester. I've got the paperwork already, I just need to fill it out and write up the "Personal Statement" (read: my sob story) and get one or more of my docs to back it up with some proof (ie, get my shrink and ent to say yes, stress makes asthma worse, and we dont know what caused hers yet, so lay the fuck off).
So today I'm going to spend working on the DAOC: OOTC website, as well as some other little projects, and start brainstorming new layouts for Rampway. With our new logo, the site needs an updated look to match. And I hope to be putting more time into this site, and coming up with some new things to add to here, as well as possibly bringing back some old things. Any ideas, loyal readers?
